Came Home

Came home today after being out for a few hours. Found my wife crying, my child angry and nothing changed. We have got to find an effective medication for our girl. Nothing has ever worked. She has never once been stable for longer than 3 weeks. And I am sick and tired of the never ending struggle.

Its like a storm, one min she is calm and respectful and most importantly happy. The next she is a ragging out of control beast. Why?

Someone said to me that we were given our beautiful girl as test. Well couldn't god or whom ever tested someone else other than our girl and family?

I hate God some days. I really do.